I don’t even think my family is going to the beach this Summer or even anywhere else.  My gradma just went back to the Philippines last week and then during Independence Day, we have to pick her up from the airport.

We bought a pool yesterday so we are hoping to use it during this Summer.  Still, I have a lot of stuff to do that requires my college and stuff because this is my last year of school and then I am off to college and others.

Here in Fresno, there arn’t many jobs hiring this year, but I thought it would since it is Summer.  I just signed an application for Target and they still haven’t replied back even though I said I would like to work at the 19th which is tomorrow.  I’m alos going to apply for Zumies, but that’s later.

Lastly, I’m gaining weight a lot.  I have been exercising and it wouldn’t go down, so I stopped for a while.  Maybe I will later on since I am going to the hot sun during the Summer.

There isn’t much anything here.

My Summer should hopefully get along great.  I have packing up to do, but still I still need to have some fun.

Everyone is talking about it wherever I go even when I go get a drink in Starbucks I hear people talking next to me about going to Santa Cruz.

I wonder what is so special about Summer right now?  I mean I know it’s fun, but is it just for the heat?  Well anyways, hope you have a great Summer guys and try not to get sunburned (I know that hurts really bad).

There are times where I sometimes feel like I’m happy because I’m moving.  There are some things in there that I just don’t want to keep and just throw away.  However, at the same time, I feel disappointed and upset because of everything I have to miss for example Senior Year and Graduation.  I have to cancel my trip to my friends’ graduation because of this.  It’s really difficult.

Yesterday, it started to come to an end.  I started kicking the bucket and just have fun of what’s left of it.  Many things have happened and they all came inside my camera.  Hopefully I start replaying it over and over again until I can’t take it anymore.

I would plan on coming back during sometime, but with all the things that are happening like work for example, how am I suppose to compete with that?

I really miss you guys and I hope that you have a great Summer and your new year without me and hopefully I would do the same.

I don’t even have my piano with me anymore so that sucks and my computer is gone too.  So far, I am using my sister’s computer which sucks also because my fingers are too big for the keyboard (she has the mini laptop).

I don’t know what the hell am I suppose to do right now.  What really sucks is that we don’t have any food also.  Our fridge is also gone and I can’t survive a week without anything.  Someone needs to live with all that stuff in your stomach you know.

Like I said, I don’t know what to do right now.

So I decided to make another shot at this vlog and apparently, it’s been there for at least a week or 2.  So far it’s been going good and the editing and quality is perfect thanks to someone from Youtube, so it’s going to be up there now.  I haven’t made more videos yet, but I can’t figure out what other topics I should look for.

During school, it’s been really good.  I’m having a lot of good grades during this new semester and not a D or F in sight (well except on tests and stuff).  Overall grades are like A and B.  I’m so happy. 

I also decided to learn new songs in the piano.  I’m getting the hang of it now, all I need is a practice book like Hanon to make it kind of complete.  

So far, school is about to end this month and I’m looking forward to it sort of.  I’m going to miss everyone from the time I’ll be moving.  I’m hanging out with a lot of people this week and have been shifting from one place to another so that I can hang out with them one last time. 

Before that starts to happen, I have finals coming up which I don’t like.  Too much studying for me.  Next week is study week and the week after that is going to be the finals exam.  Hopefully I get ready because so far, I have been slacking off.  I haven’t even gone to sleep a lot.

Between that, I also have choir ball.  I can’t wait for that day because it’s my last time I will ever dance there.  I remember my last years choir ball when I hanged out with my ex friends and we danced, but I didn’t dance very well and hopefully I do on this choir ball.  The theme though is Casino Royale.  I’m not sure what people where for that theme.  I know it’s a James Bond movie, so I guess I’ll be wearing a suit with a bow tie.  

Things have been going along great so far and I hope that it’s clear to me before I move.

I deleted my first vlog and tried to start over again.  I didn’t get a lot of views anyways and also I only got one comment, but it’s from people that just thinks it’s great and wants me to watch their videos and yeah.  I really hate those.  I don’t know what to do about it anymore.  It’s so difficult to find good stuff these days in my life that I can’t even express them.  What I say is always so boring and it never even comes out right that I just have to repeat myself over and over again which is so boring.

I’m going to try out something new for a change right now, but until then, I don’t think I would be making any vlogs from this point on until I’m finally ready.  I thought this would be easy, but it’s actually not.  I don’t have encouragement or even expecting one, but I want to make one right now.

I tried to use Final Cut Pro on my computer, but my computer totally sucks and I can barely even edit anything.  Every time I try to edit one thing even if I want to move my courser somewhere else, it starts showing that rainbow loading thing.  It takes like forever, so I’m planning on deleting it.  

I’m also trying to edit with my mini computer, but it sucks also because it takes way too long for me to do anything worse than Final Cut Pro’s problem.  

I have computers that are working just fine and could finish in a snap, but this is something I don’t want anyone to know except my friends and other people besides my family.  It’s not that I want to hide anything, I just want to see how it goes before I’m ready too.  Anyways, I need a new computer.  Nothing is helping at all.

I started deleting files from my computer to make it more faster, but it still getting slow.  I need to get more memory maybe just take some out from our computer downstairs since it’s never even been used since we installed a “illegal” copy of Windows XP and we can’t log in no more.

Besides all that commotion going around, I finally got the hang of that song I’m trying to play.  The problem is the small grace notes on the scale.  That’s the problem I need to solve.

Also, what really sucks is that during Spring Break on the 3rd final day, I ate a lot of shrimp during the morning and I started have my lips swollen last Sunday.  Now, it stopped getting fat, but the skin is ripped off and it really hurts every time I touch it.  It is so irritating.  I can’t even brush my teeth because of that stupid thing.  I want to bite it right now, but it’s going to show big pain.  

The weekend has arrived and it’s going by so fast.  April is almost over now and May is just around the corner.  After that is June which is my moving day.  I told some people that didn’t know today including my Geometry teacher.  She was really surprised and though I would go to a different school in Tracy.  I told her to keep my paper that we did on the first day so that she can remember me when I leave.  

I also created a new Yahoo! address, but used it on the new domain.  I used blank@ymail.com (it’s not blank it’s just a example).  I don’t think I’ll use my old one anymore since it sucks really and it seems that my new is more better when it comes to Yahoo! Answers.  I’m already in level 2 and I have 8 best answers so far and I just created it last week.  My old one was since last year and it’s only with 4 best answers.  

I think I’m going to go to Yahoo! Answers again since I’m bored.  I hope that my problems would all go away this weekend or hopefully tonight.

If you guys want to know why I want to make a vlog, it’s because I checked everyone else’s videos and they look really awesome.  Instead, I want to make mines kind of comedic like vlogs and I cut each of them for a short funny video clip relating to the last words I said to the audience.  Not only that I want to be famous on Youtube, I also want people to see my funny side because honestly, I am always like a professional always doing nothing, but do my work especially around my friends.  I just want people to see that I’m not like that all the time.  I’m actually different.

Side of that, I’m really drowsy.  I just woke up from sleeping at 12 in the afternoon because I haven’t slept at all.  I still feel week though.  Oh, and my mom didn’t have work so I had to help her pack stuff in for Fresno.  OMG it is like so exhausting.  Seriously, I just fell asleep.  

Speaking of Youtube, I wrote a comment from this video which is really awesome and I want you guys to watch it.  It’s the pianist Yiruma playing River Flows in You.  What pissed me off was that many people in the comments section put like Twilight about it like is this Bella’s Lullaby or this should be the song instead.  I mean really guys this music is too good for that kind of crap.  I like that book, but people try to keep bringing it up.  It’s like a conflict that we want to get it over with, but they keep bringing it up.  Anyways, after I wrote it, I checked back to see what people reacted and I got a -1 from couple of minutes later.  Now couple of hours later I got +10 and I checked recently and got +11.  I’m like “Oh Shit!”.  I didn’t know it was that good.  I’m like saving comments on Youtube or anything online that people thing were really good and taking a picture of it.  If you want to see it for yourself, here’s a picture on the right:

If you want to see the video for yourself, click here.

Anyways, I want to make a comedic vlog right now.  I think I’m mostly going to make it during the night so it will be much easier for me.  I got everything like a backup laptop and my camcorder.  It just needs me.  I’m going to go out now guys, I’ll see you later.

Like I said, I just finished playing Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne on the piano, but now I got 3 new music sheets to go through.  The first one is Poker Face by Lady Gaga, I think you heard it before.  The other one is Second Chance by Shinedown and the last one is called River Flows in You by Yiruma (I think) which I heard it should have been a music from the Twilight movie.

Also I leveled up to level 3 haha.  I just defeated some person in Soul Calibur 4 and now I need to go to level 4 and so on.  People are getting really hard and the thing I don’t get is why we need to battle levels that are higher than us?  I mean do we seriously need to battle a level 120 when I’m only in level 3?!?!  That’s crazy!  But I defeated a level 1xx before so I guess it’s OK.  

Last thing I want to say before I go is that I heard that the Nintendo DSi can’t play the old games and instead it has to play the new games?  Is that true?  Because if it is then I would wait until I get a Nintendo DSi then.  

OK.  Well I got to go, btw:  I wanted to make some vlogs for my Youtube account, but I just never had time or enough “courage” to even grab my camcorder and record myself just talking and doing some movement.  I’m planning on doing so when I get to Fresno so yeah.  See you guys later in Spring Break and after. =]

Anyways, I don’t know what to do during Spring Break, I think I’m just going to chill at home watching TV, playing the piano, whatever.  I just don’t know what to do.  I thought we will be going to Fresno for the whole week, but my dad has work and he doesn’t want to leave us alone ever since that Sandra incident. 

If you don’t know, Sandra Cantu just got raped and murdered.  She was kidnapped on March 27 I think and they discovered her body in a lake at April 6.  Sad to say that she died by rape and her body were chopped off and inserted in a luggage.  That’s hella sad.  That saddest part is that there is no suspects or criminals found yet so everyone is unsafe in Tracy.  Even though people say it’s the safest place in the world like the 2nd.  R.I.P Sandra Cantu =[

Anyways, I just got off finishing playing Soul Calibur 4.  Really, this game is really fun to play, but I haven’t played that Street Fighter 4 game ever since it came out.  Anyways SC4 is really awesome, but I’m so getting in trouble with the controller.  It’s really hard for me to control the characters correctly especially when I’m battling online players.  Everyone is in like level 50-100 and I’m only in level 2.  I’m almost in level 3, but I keep dying and loosing.  Oh well.  

I also finished playing Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne on the piano, although it may sound a little bit scratchy.  I’m trying to learn a new song which is Here Without You by 3 Doors Down, but I need to practice the whole thing first before I get into it.  I still don’t know how to play piano very well still.  My parents are not giving me any lessons and all I’m doing is teaching myself for the most part and going to Youtube. Hopefully I’ll be able to play the piano very well.

Like I said, there’s nothing to do for Spring Break.  Everyone must be enjoying themselves in the beach and all that stuff.  It started raining yesterday and Thursday.  I hope that it started raining in Spring Break.  I’m like so emo lol.  Just kidding.  Well, I’m off probably doing something that I don’t feel like doing, but doing it anyways.  See you guys later.